There seems to be so many thoughts running through my head. Words seem to can’t express my unexplained thoughts… As much as I want to just write it all out to ease my pain, my feelings… there just seems to be no words to describe how I am feeling.
I’m just feeling so horrible right now. The overwhelming feeling of jealousy, and it’s not even justified. I just feel so weak and needy. I just want to be together again, and be happy. I just want to see your face again, make you laugh, and just hold your hands. It can’t, it shouldn’t be like this. This isn’t right.
You were the one that I could talk to hours about the randomest things & not get bored of. You were the one who I could tell everything to, & I trusted you with everything. You were always there for me when I was in tears. I gave you my password to everything. But then one day, all of a sudden, you just completely changed. You started ignoring me. You started hanging out with other people. You just left me, just like that. Where are you at now, because I miss you.